Why I wanted to quit today

Today I just felt like quitting. I felt like going to my parents' house in FL. Ted was eating loud, Cavan was being himself and I was taking the wrong attitude about my life. Why? Because I don't feel like I'm smart enough to be a programmer some days. I'm reading a book that will help me a little bit. I realized that I need to start working on anything all the time. No more long masturbation sessions or doing things that don't help me achieve my goals. These things do not help me.